Why do I feel like this?

This day, it passes me by so quickly. I need to sleep but i don't want to sleep. Why should I? I have other things to do, I have a life. Don't I? Maybe not...

All that my limbs want to do is rest untill the sun goes down, and then rest again, until the sun comes up. Stress has it's way of overcoming everything that we rely upon. My strength to make it in to Uni today, my strength to motivate myself to do anything active.

All this is waiting, holding onto, giving into, thursday. Nothing special to the naked eye but to me it is a day of realising that being ill is all in my head. Or a day of understanding, moving forward, getting better, peace, reassurance that it's not all in my head.

Let that day come. Let me have strength to not go mad in these four walls. Let me go home! :

On a more positive note...

I am happy that I managed to make cookies yesterday and they tasted delicious.

So excited for pancake day aswell.

Going to eat SO many pancakes. :D