what is this?

writing a blog? what is this? what am i meant to write about on here?

Maybe this is just a freeway to let out all your anxities or emotions, yet i fear if this was the case i would either bore people or wouldn't have enough space to write..

I think the weather can sometimes match my mood, I don't know about you, but when it's really sunny outside something inside craves to get out of bed and go and enjoy life. There is something about the sun which makes you want to live a little, embrace the day and at the end of it, you can't remember why you don't get up early everyday and pack it full of things to do.

I guess for me, in perfect coincidence with the weather i often find things around me that let you down. People or situations you put your hope into and it's taken away in a brief moment you haven't realised it's gone until hours later.

I think it is key to be optimisitc in times you find difficult or uncertain yet being human and full of a mixture of emotions it isn't always easy. One thing I know I can always rely on is that one thing in my life that is full of hope, full of restoration and love. How could I have ever turned away from you? How could I ever weep those tears and not let you wipe them from my breaking heart. When I can't face the day, you can.

When I am on my knees and praying to you, something has happened to make me need you, because this weak frame can't muster the smile to tell the world everything is going to be ok. Without you I would be lost, blind in a sea of people trying to find the right direction.

Is this a tad deep for a blog entry? Or maybe this is just that release I need because when i try and talk it doesn't always happen, being an English student is an ironic part of my life. Constructing a sentence is difficult enough, finding the right words, not blabbing out everything other than what I am trying to say, everyone has a flaw right?

enough said.