What a Hiccup

Hiccup is one word to describe my life at the moment. A little bit of a dry patch. I am the sort of person who loves adventure, loves to get excited about life and all the possibilities of it. But right now, in this particular period of my life I am not excited. I am not motivated. I am indifferent and unconcerned, I am not satisfied, mundane is how I feel with a touch of subdued.

I think today is the first time in a few weeks that I have sat down and found some really exciting things for a job that people are doing. All the things I looked at have one thing in common, they are all abroad. Out of this dreary country. OK. So I exaggerate, England is not that bad. However there is something about being in another country which makes it all that more exciting. My point is, I can't do them, these jobs. They have a Lil snag, which is that they cost money to actually to get to these places. If I am broke and trying to make money, this idea will never happen.

For those few seconds when I drifted off into wonderland world, I was in bliss, thinking about how amazing it would be to watch the sun go down over the Himalayas, to scuba dive on the great barrier reef etc etc.. but here I am back in reality, realising that I have the fantastic smell of Barking on my doorstep with a window of opportunity...

....opportunity to waste my days watching mindless TV. Or sitting on the Internet, that's right. Literally sitting on it because it stopped working half way through an episode of Loose Women!

Hopefully it will rain soon and this dry desert will be flourishing, bright and energized again! And just maybe.. this new forest might know what day of the week it is again.